wow. I've been so busy and I feel like abusive to this account for not submitting anything..
I love art and seeing others express it as well soo..I just do check ups here but seeing journals makes me want to submit one again.
WELL. This will be short but I'm going another one soon with a giant update but basically for now the dealio is
today, after deligently working on my 8 page term paper on artificial intelligence, we had to do a speech.
Wrote it yesterday, presented it today and let me tell you dears it was AWESOME. Introduction, transitions, and conclusion flowed perfectly and wen't full circle (in writing I think that's neat). And well, my writing generally has a nice flow to it (not egotistical). It's just how I write. I like things to flow nicely and pretty-full.
SO thing to know about me
Public speaking= kills me
I am SOO shy I get shaky, nervous and jittery and hyperventilate-y .
So I start my speech and all is going well, and I hit my awesome conclusion which caps it off with a bang...
AND
Of course I freeze. FROZEN SOLID!
Then I started breathing hard cause I was trying to breathe and calm down but I just kept taking in air and yeah...
I missed the last two words of my speech and was just like "decades of determination...----DECADES OF DETERMINATION!!" Threw up my arms for effect and walked off. Tried to end it like that.
Oh dear the end was a TRAIN WRECK, with fire, and explosives and alien creatures and yeah...
it was bad and I'm angry at myself because I had the chance to do really good if I didn't screw up.
FML


Going to go run now. Hopefully it'll help me blow some steam.

Cheers.
amanda